Stress

I woke up at around 2:00 in the afternoon today, it was gloriuosss. Anyway, I've realized something, that for me sometimes the most smallest things can really set my day off. I hate it though. It makes me feel like i am just like my mother. I remember when i was around 12 or 13 when my mom and i would fight all the time and my dad would tell me how "the smallest things can set off your mother." I hated that. And now, i feel like it's happening to me.. I want it to go away. This morning a friend and i got into a small disagreement, he called me being all upset about such and i answered with a big smile on becuase my day was going pretty okay so far.. well one thing led to another... and when i tried to text and call him back, he hasn't answered. And with that.. It makes me feel like complete crap. Whenever i get into a fight with a friend or family, even if i am the one who is wrong or they are.. I can't stop thinking that "what did i do wrong now?" or "i wonder what he/she is doing now" or even "..we really need to talk but they wont listen to me." I am the type of person where when i get into a fight, i dont turn around and walk away from it.. I stand my ground and try to talk it out. I have always thought that it was the best way to resolve something. Anyway, I cant stop thinking about that kind of stuff lately, I have gotten into numerous fights with a girl who used to be my best friend.. and now i dont know what we are anymore. Fights, grades, parents, making movies, and boys are just all being very, VERY complicated right now. I wish it would all go away sometimes...