Friends Forever

I've been meaning to blog all day, I just haven't hade the time for it. Well, we had a delay today and so we got out of school at around 1:50. After school was over Ellen, Adam and i all went out to Panera for some food. IT WAS GREAT. I've been eating alot of Panera lately.. But i honestly don't seem to mind. If there was anywhere i wouldn't mind spending all my money on.. It would be there. Anyway, besides the incredible food that Panera provides... i had such a great time with Ellen and Adam. I have grown up with these two kids since 5th grade, and it really takes me back. It makes me realize that even though alot of people can change and usually do when the get to high school, i always have them two to share laughs and memories with. Basically, I miss the good ole' days. We talked about People, Places, Music, Shows, Movies, Jobs and a bunch more. Before we knew it we all had to get home. As we blasted the Lady Gaga music in Abeast's car.. It made me feel like maybe things are turning out to get a little better as the days move on.

Well, After i got home later tonight Joe came over to work on some new Movie stuff. We are really moving along with the script and characters.. but we are having a difficult time casting. Its such a small movie and we want the best people possible for each part. Well anyway, after we were done trying to elimanate down to top 5 for each character.. we decided we wanted to go what we do best and what we do all the time with each other.... Drive around and sing. So we did. It was great, I mean i wasn't different then any of the other times we have.. but still. I dont really know.. I guess it was a good night. But, all i know is when Joe was belting some note in a song.. i stopped and stared out the window for a little while, and just took it all in.. Joe and i have been friends since i was in 7th grade.. Im a junior in high school now.. so whats that? 4 years?! Thats pretty strong if you ask me, I've had longer friendships with others but Joe's is deffinitly different. Even though we can get on each others never sometimes, we really do enjoy each others company. As i stared out the window, i looked back at him and realized that even though the kid will be leaving me in like 5 or 6 months.. i really need to appreciate the time i have left with him. I dont want to sound all sappy and like he's dieing or something.. but it is true if you really think about it. I dont know.. all i know is that i wanted to freeze time while we blasted our showtunes, laughed and sang our hearts out to each other. It felt so right, i really dont want high school to end just yet.. Is that bad to say? Because i have always complained on how i want to get the fuck out of this stupid town. But hey.. maybe i'm wrong...