Valentines day sucks. Espiacally when you are falling for a guy who already has a girlfriend, thats the basically the best part. Although i was really depressed all day yesterday and just sat around the house.. i walked by a rose on my dining room table. It was a Valentine rose that they sold a school from a really close friend of mine. It made me stop and look at it, i changed the water and just thought of all the good times me and this friend have had before. Even though Valentines Day is supposed to be for Lovers and relationships.. i believe that it is also for Friendship as well. You have to love the friendship you are in or you wont be happy with it. After i changed the water out of the cup and looked at the rose a little more and thanked god for my friends again, i know i have blogged about this like 3 times in a row.. but i dont care. I love my friends, they make me happy.
Also, Today My Emmaus friends (who i havent seen in a very long time) invited me to go bowling with all of them tonight, but i was also asked to hang out with my best friend at the same time who i see basically everyday.. I hate making decisions. They suck! I have been trying to decide all day what i want to do in a couple of hours, and i think i am going to go with my Emmaus friends. These people have helped me in soo many ways that i can not even imagine. They have also stuck by my side, they have never made fun of me for all of my mistakes and habits in the past and they were the ones who listen to me when i speak. But, dont get me wrong my bestfriend does all those things too.. But these people i feel that i can relate on another level with.. My faith . They have welcomed god into their lifes just like i have. These people tell me everyday that they love me and will never let me go. I need them and they need me. They are my family ... they are me.
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