You know what i think is funny..

when i try my hardest and my parents don't even care.

when i study my ass off but i still manage to fail all my finals.

when i try to finally try to reason with my mom, but all she does is scream more.

when i try to stop liking a guy who already has a girlfriend.

when i try to think that this summer will rock.. when it really wont.

when my parents tell me I'm not trying hard enough.

when my parents say that I'm hopeless.

when i try to stop getting in fights with them, but we always do.

when i try to tell myself that i can do better, but i really don't know how much more i can do.

...It think it's hysterical. Yeah, im LMAO, ROFL and LOL-ing like crazy.

This can't be happening...

I'm freaking out. Someone save me.

All done.

Well, as of Wednesday June 23, 2010.. My seniors are no longer seniors. They are Freshmen in College. They have received their diplomas from Masuk High School and are ready to take the next step in their life.

I will not see them every single day anymore.
I will not be in the same school with them.
I will not be able to drive 10 minutes down the road to go to their house.
I will not be in the same yearbook with them.
I will not be able to look up to an older grade in Masuk anymore.
I will not be a junior.
I will not to able to hold my tears in when they actually leave.

I don't want them to leave yet, that's why this summer is going to fucking kick ass.

It's getting closer and closer..

I dont want you to leave me.

Not the right one.

Hey, guess what?


You can do better then her man.

I'm still here

Hey. I am still alive but I'm barely breathing (..Hahah. Thanks "The Script" for such useful lyrics)

Yeah, I'm still here.. i haven't been here for awhile. Well a quick recap? I went to Italy, It was fucking incredible. i will be most likely to be blogging more about It another day.. but all i can say is for now is that i LOVED it. It was the best 12 days of my entire life. I still thank god every day for that great opportunity <3 Well, After Italy came Prom.. I wouldn't say it was the greatest day of my life.. or was the best thing ever.. But it was Fun. I enjoyed it. I loved getting my dress on, getting ready, taking pictures, dancing, eating and drinking at Kiki's house later that night. It was a good time homie. Since Prom? Well i guess just normal shit. We have chorus electives last week. I got section leader again for next year! WOOHOO! :) Adam and Kristen are Presidents and Vice Presidents.. and we have yet to find out who is Secretary.. (Ellen and i really want it, faaack.) Well, we will find out soon enough. Right now we are doing Finals.. speaking of..


TOMORROW IS MY LADY DAY OF SCHOOL AS A JUNIOR! SENIOR YEAR HERE I COME BABYYYYYYYYY!


..I had to say it.